Logan |Arkansas USA |she/her |23 |5'3
Start: 01/02/2017 *trigger warning*
•SW: 157lbs •CW: 120lbs
•GW: 105lbs •UGW: 100lbs
•HW: 160lbs •LW: 96lbs
main blog: cryingbecauseican
Insta: loghuggs
Binged for the last 2 days and I’m scared I’ll never be able to stop. I have no idea how much I weigh but I know I felt horrible when I woke up. I thought I was going to get sick but instead just dry heaved into the trash can in my room for an hour. I’m the most disgusting fat thing that’s ever tried to be happy.
• I want to be skinny and love myself
• Eating is time consuming
• I get tired when I eat
• I am fat and gross
• I love fashion but hate myself in all my clothes
• I love swimming but hate myself in bathing suit cause pudge falls over the bottoms and my arms are fat as hell
And I refuse to hate myself for being fat. So I’m losing more weight and loving myself.
Are you?
And I refuse to hate myself for being fat. So I’m losing more weight and loving myself.
Are you?
And I refuse to hate myself for being fat. So I’m losing more weight and loving myself.
Are you?
And I’m so proud of myself that each time I fail, hit a new low, or start losing motivation, I have the strength to pick myself up and start fresh every single time.
I only apply my strict body standards to myself. I think other girls look AMAZING all curvy and shit and I do not judge them by their weight or body type whatsoever. I only need myself to be tiny.
I want to be a better person and sometimes I get all stressed out and feel terrible for not doing everything right but you know what? I am human. I will learn from my mistakes and I will treat people better. I am learning and I can’t hate myself for learning. I can’t hate myself for messing up sometimes. It’s all about the things you take away at the end of each day. That’s where your day ends but hopefully that’s where tomorrow begins.
